My mood swings are getting worse. Yesterday I couldn't gather my thoughts together and now I'm in high spirits because of balloons, Dark Cherry Mocha Frap and gifts. Gawd, I'm so fickle.

But I am okay and definitely Much, much better in spite of the lack of sleep, I haven't bought my gift yet and I haven't bought anything myself for Christmas either. Hopefully the better mood continues. Being distracted and miserable for the holidays is the last thing I would want.

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The restlessness stays. I'm hoping my very busy weekend will cure me of this. I really, really just want to get this over with. It's eating me up more than I realize.